An emotional Kate Gosselin is still wearing her wedding ring, two months after her breakup with Jon. The star of the hit show Jon & Kate Plus 8 tells The Today Show talks about her kids with emotion:

“For them,” Gosselin said with difficulty, in reference to her eight children. “I don’t want to upset them.”

“I wake up and I do feel a lot of failure,” Gosselin acknowledged. “This is not what any mother sets out for their children. It’s necessary. It has to take place. I think I’ve turned the focus on myself. I want my children to see a mother who’s committed to her children, who’s determined, who has integrity and perseverance and never gives up. Everything I’ve done for them is out of love.”

She says she is still in love with the Jon she knew. She denies the affair with security chief Steve Neild.